-i am a soul of good and evil..

-I am a lover of life,my life is never dull and is always surprising..

-Im a very diverse person but i can easily adopt to whatever environment im into and with whoever im with...

-im workaholic...that other people don't know..

-im passionate in everything I do....especially when it comes to loving....

-I am a believer of Christ but I don't wanna be a hypocrite not to say that I'm a sinner....

-I am ambitious but I dream and wish sumting dat i knw i can achieve...

-I love my family and i LOVE deeply to the ONE I LOVE and I will fight and kill for them if I need to..i'll bet my lyf on it..

-i can be a friend to those i like..

-i think i value more one's inner personality than the outer cover of a person.. can be cocky at times but u can expect me to apologize..

-i may have own beliefs,and way of thinking.. and we may contradict each other but it wouldn't end of everything...

-i may not perfect..'coz im just human.. but i can be the best if i want to so..

-don't hate me becoz I LOVE who i am..!!!

~~LOVE~~

Tuesday,march 03,2009

Love is Like This...... Current mood: touched

~~LOVE~~

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know WHEN TO HOLD ON and WHEN TO LET GO! You know you really love someone when you want HIM or HER TO BE HAPPY, even if their happiness means that YOU'RE NOT PART OF IT. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, DON'T BE AFRAID TO LOVE SOMEONE ELSE AGAIN, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you RISK A LOVE. Love strives in hurting. If YOU DON'T GET HURT, you DON'T LEARN HOW TO LOVE. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to LEAVE THE PAST AS YOU TURN THE PAGES. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The GREATEST IRONY OF LOVE IS LETTING GO WHEN YOU NEED TO HOLD ON and HOLDING ON WHEN YOU NEED TO LET GO. We lose someone we love only when we are DESTINED TO FIND SOMEONE ELSE who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On FALLING OUT OF LOVE, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to RISK REJECTIONS, to live is to RISK DYING, to hope is to RISK FAILURE. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to Love is to risk not to be LOVED IN RETURN. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be CONSTANT but not too persistent, SHARE and never be unfair, UNDERSTAND and try not to demand, HURT but never keep the pain. Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the MOST WONDERFUL FEELING.It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.Loving people means GIVING THEM THE FREEDOM, who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that these were the things that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find HIS/HER way, whether it leads towards you or AWAY FROM YOU. Love is a PAINFUL TO RISK to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love. Only love can HURT YOUR HEART fill you with desire and TEAR YOU APART. Only love can MAKE YOU CRY and only love knows why. If you're NOT READY TO CRY, if you're NOT READY TO TAKE THE RISK, if you're NOT READY TO FEEL THE PAIN,, then you're NOT READY TO FALL IN LOVE. There was a time in our lives when we became AFRAID TO FALL IN LOVE coz every time we do, WE GET HURT, then I figured that's why it's called FALLING IN LOVE. When you decide to love, ALLOW IT TO GROW.. When you promise to love, REFUSE TO LET IT DIE...

WHO ARE WE TO JUDGE PEOPLE?

God knows we're not perfect,
but we are BEAUTIFUL.
We are all made to experience life's surprises...
Each of us has our own beauty...
It's up to us how to look for it...
We are all human...
allowed to make our own decisions...
to find what's in store for us...
to dream what we would like our future to be...
to find those people who would help us find ourselves...
to give without asking for anything...
to love and not being loved in return...
to think without really thinking...
to commit mistakes...
to learn from them...
We all have our own chaos...
and it is for us to pick things up...
God has His own time... might be, He is not done with them yet.

Leaving it all behind

One of the things i find interesting is how we are taught how to make profits and gains and i've nothing against it. But, have you ever thought why we were never taught to let go?
Sure it's easy to say the spoils are for the victors and that when we have achived everything we set out for ourselves, we will be happy. We're faced with never ending complications in life, and ever so often we're told to hold on, never let go, fight till your last breath, when the easiest and sometimes the best way to go.. is just to let go?
Ever been in a situation where you thought that maybe if you fought it better, or persisted abit longer, or if just held on longer, that everything will be over soon and things will get better?
I'm in no way condoning that everybody is better off being a quitter, but sometimes we have to come to the realization that perhaps its time to take a step back in order to gain 5 steps forward.
Even more so if we were heading in the wrong direction to begin with. The reason i reckon to be the cause of our hard headedness to push on comes from the voice within.. or rather our egos that will not bear to suffer the shame of being called a quitter. What's worst than being called a quitter is that your own mind calls you a quitter right?
I read something interesting jsut the other day pertaining to this : " think of your ego as your goofy best friend who lends moral support but doesn’t know anything "
And its worth noting that sometimes we rely on our gut feeling that we're right, or the cause is worth fighting for and in the end we come to realize that we were wrong all the while.
In ending, please don't be quitters by any means... but just be sure you're heading in the right direction before being so darn hard headed that you ignore all the warning signs.
Maybe giving up could be the best thing that you ever did.

y lyf so harsh?!

...ive bin nLuv w/so many guyz but ive nvr see myslf dat one day il b seriuos in hving a rLtionship.. i reaLyz dat im not riLy a pLayer!!! same as ordinary gRLz i knw dat i Loved sum1 so dip & true..nver imagine mysLf 2bcome dumb bcoz of diz s2pid ting cAlled Love.. but inspyt of the pains it cause me,im not afraid 2Love all over agen!!! it is such a wonderful feeling dat uplift mysoul 2 d highest divinity of Lyf...even f diz guy mkes me fiL dat im juz a crap, i stil love him & he wil aLways hve my heart,he can hve it anytym..am i riLy a fool 2 tke Love a 2nd chance?! watever diz pipz says i dont care coz dey nvr knw wat diz love bringz me & mkes me ril gud..after all,hu would nvr want 2b loved in return? you knw wat?! i nvr fil loved in return by diz guy dat i love most coz i dont even knw if he meant wat he says dat he loves me..i was stil hoping dat it was true,if evr he's not its alryt coz i knw we cn nvr ask sum1 2stay w/ us 4ever if dey already got a reason 2 leave,but of corz,we shud accept dat the real world promiz us 1thing to be permanent & dat is death and the rest of the things wil undergo changes,Ryt?! sometyms,i cnt help but wonder wer did i go wrong...i juz gve all dat i can but maybe it was'nt my best coz if it is my best i may not be this LoneLy... i stil wana be optimistic, so i dont regrets doz thing bcoz i bliv dat u shud nver regret the things dat made u hapi & dat d things dat we only regrets is not d wrong things we've done but the ryt things dat we shud hve done but we nver did...my story doesnt end hir coz me & d guy im toking abt was stil on a rLtionship but i was stil hanging & w8ng on his dcsions by now! its riLy tough 2b single wen evry1 expects u 2b w/ sumbody but being single doesnt mean u hve no1 rather an oppurtunity2say dat ure free 2 taste any1,hahaha..

Never almost had you....

Can you tell me....

How can one miss what she's never had?

How could I reminisce when there is no past ?

How could I have memories of being happy with you boy?

Could someone tell me how can this be?

How could my mind pull up incidents?

Recall dates and times that never happened.

And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say?
I missed the times that we almost shared....

I miss the love that was almost there.....

I miss the times that we used to kiss.....

At least in my dreams.....

Just let me take the time and reminisce.

I miss the times that we never had.....

What happened to us we were almost there.

Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had.

Never almost had you.

I MISS YOU

..i misS u.. iT's cRazY to pReTenDthAt i Don'T tHinK oF yOu.. tHe mOrEtHiS feEliNg wOulD sEem tO gRoW aNdGrOw.. i MiSs u.. Oh hOw mUch lOnGercAn I hOlD oN tO.. mAyBe yoU cOuLdcOmE And TelL mE ThAt U miSS Me toO...