My confession…

My confession…
I’m trembling, raindrops are falling, I feel cold,
I’m thinkn’ deep, I can’t sleep, I pause for a moment.
I put on the music, Listnin love songs
I’m breathing deep, feels like floating, somewhere, some place…
Feels like I’m craving for something
Something I long for…
I’ve tried it once, I want to try it again..
I want to feel that heat like it was the first time.
It was nearing midnight…I saw a shadow from afar
I went out from bed, barely naked, wearing a piece of silhouette
Still dark, I don’t want to put on the light.
Slowly I walk, listening while walking.
Silence peeps tru the night.
I really feel cold, I need that heat.
I know I’m not afraid,
I can do this. I’m ready.
My heart’s beating fast can’t hold it any longer.
I feel like exploding, I’m trembling, I feel cold.
A knock on the door, twice, three times.
That was the signal.
"are you there? Your cappuccino’s ready.”