Friday, November 7, 2008

Life is A Boat

Nobody knows who I really amI never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate

The waves keep on comin’ and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on your way
The waves would guide you thru another day
I’m breathing in the distance, as if I’ve become transparent

It seemed to be the dark, but I was merely blindfolded
I offer my prayers and wait for a new day

To the end of the sea that shines vividly
Nobody knows who I really am

Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
People’s hearts move and want to slip out

The moon in its new cycle brings along boats again
And every time I see your face,the oceans heave up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore

When will I…. can see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am

I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong
The journey is still continuing, on the calm days, too

The moon in its new cycle begins to shine on boats again
I offer my prayers and wait for a new day

To the end of the sea that shines vividly
And every time I see your face,the oceans heave up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars,And soon I can see the shore
Rowing the boat of destiny

The waves assault us One after the next
But that’s a wonderful journey, too
Any one of them is a wonderful journey.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Commitment

Commitment is what
transforms a promise into reality.
It is the words that speak
boldly of your intentions. And the
actions which speak louder
than words.
It is making the time when
there is none. Coming through time
after time, year after year
after year.
Commitment is the stuff
character is made of; the power to
change the face of things.
It is the daily triumph of
integrity over skepticism.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

"My Last Cry"

Sometimes we could just be so headstrong in holding on to something that we want so badly.
We can defy and go against reason and sensible judgement just to pursue the longing of our heart.
There is nothing wrong in hoping for love to blossom a midst unfavorable circumstances,
but there are times when we simply have to accept the reality that it's all over.
You don't have to do anything wrong to turn love away from you.
Sometimes he just didn't love enough.
Maybe he just went along with the flow all the while.
And you were just too blindly in love to see it.
I admire your determination to fight for him but there are times,
when we have to learn to step on our brakes and stop.
It's useless to pursue someone who doesn't love us anymore.
You may have all the strength to fight for what you feel but sooner or later these wishful longing will turn bitter and sour and will make you feel sorry for yourself.
It may be true that finding someone new may help ease the pain of losing love but we have to be careful for we may turn out to be users instead of sincere givers.
If you are only using someone to feed your longing for him then you're really not in love with him. You cannot lie to your true feelings.
You cannot cheat your heart. Let him go for he doesn't deserve you.
Before going on to a new relationship we have to make sure that we have totally reconciled all unresolved issues of the past.
Don't waste your time waiting for him for it could take forever.
Let us not cry over the things that could have been for when love goes it means only one thing: that it was never meant for us.
When love dies we don't have to die with it.
It doesn't mean the end when someone leaves us.
It simply means we have to go on and start a new beginning.
Many of us ask ourselves why we have to fall in love just to get hurt.
Why do we have to find and keep someone only to lose him in the end?
What we would all probably dread the most is waking up the next morning only to discover that the person whom we love so much doesn't feel the same way for us anymore.
Love isn't always forever and when it dies, a part of us will also painfully whither with it.
If I could only knew the answers of why being inlove comes with being hurt.

How could it be the person who makes you extremely happy is also the same person who makes you cry over and over! Believe me, I would have shared it to the world!
Heads high, wipe the tears and compose yourself tomorrow maybe, just maybe you'll never cry again! It might be MY last CRY!!!!!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

~ PEOPLE COME INTO OUR LIFE FOR A REASON ~

People come into our life for a reason,
a season or a lifetime.
When youknow which one it is,
you will know what to do for that person.
Whensomeone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you haveexpressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provideyou with guidance and support, to aid you physically,
emotionally orspiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there forthe reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your partor at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring
the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met,
our desire fulfilled,their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered
and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has cometo share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually giveyou an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for aseason .
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must buildupon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime

Monday, November 3, 2008

pretentions....

It's funny how I cry myself to sleep at night thinking of how messed up this life is for me. Funny how I still manage to smile in spite of the pain that's tormenting me. Funny how you're so dense to not feel that you've caused this misery. Funny how you say sorry for everything - when sorry won't make it better.
You know what? I'm the kind of girl who feels terribly hurt but still manages to smile. And every time I do that, breathing can be so hard. I wanna hate you for every pain you've caused me but I think I love you so much to ever do such a thing for there is ONLY one guy in my life (and that's you) and no matter what you do I just can't stop loving you. And it hurts to know how stupid I am that every time I run away, I just find myself coming back to you. I want to get over you but maybe I just can't seem to.
I'm jealous of every girl who ever hugged you because in that moment she held MY ENTIRE WORLD so that's why I cry myself to sleep every night, it's because every thought of you with her HURTS.
They say love is giving someone the power to hurt you and trusting him not to. So maybe I'm not scared now because somewhere between all our laughters, talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes you loved me and I feel loved.
For a fact, every tear tells a story...
I miss you with all my fucking heart and I hope it won't be too late...=(