Life...

there is a time when everything is peaceful,
when u do sumthing while listening to a slow song, doing sumthing you lyke in da peace and quiet and loving it even if u're very active.
there is a time when u feel dat u're invincible and happy wif wat u do,
there is a time when u feel dat u're very happy wif wat u are,
there is a time when u feel peace and quiet,
there is a time when u feel lonely and needing sumone and have a fren wif u when u pick up da phone,
there is a time when u feel ur heartbreak and listen to sum songs and cry wif it,
there is a time when u feel sad and view da life in a different point,where u sit and look outside at da rain falling or da sun shining, birds chirping and u tot, life used to be simpler, life used to be happier, life used to go da way u want it to,
there is a time when u luk at ur frens and thinks, are dy really ur fren or juz suck ups?
there is a time when u luk at ur fren and be grateful and suddenly burst into tears and everything dat went wrong in ur life juz burst out frm ur mouth and how u regret doing it, how u wish der's dis one person dat will neva break ur heart and alwiz be der for u no matter wat will be near u forever and alwiz,
there is a time when u hates ur best friend to da max and finally noes y when it's too l8 and da damage's done,
there is a time when u was left by ur best friend because of sumone else,
there is a time when u left ur best friend because of some other frens dat turns out to be unreal,
there is a time when ur best friend told sumthing else to u and sumthing else to sumone else ryte in front of u,
there is a time when ur best friend could juz blame you for everything dat is wrong in her life no matter how many times and all da things u both have go thru,
there is a time when u have your self confidence, oni to let da newly borned confidence crushed by da past events of life by ur close ones,
there is a time when you'll get hurt by ur bf/gf with ur best friend and get lafed at by em when u cries and u've got noone to turn to,
there is a time when you'll get hurt by ur bf/gf but dun have noone to turn to,
there is a time when you'll get ignored ur bf/gf for no reasons and cry everydae wifout anyone's noeing and got waved off when u try to tell sumone,
there is a time when you get hurt for da insensitivity of ur bf/gf but have noone to turn to and when u try to take things in ur own hands wif mixed emos and blurr, things juz get worst and u have noone to turn to,
there is a time when your heartbroke but noone's der and all dat's around u is insensitivity + unsupportive + suck up + wave-u-off society,
there is a time when your heartbroke and da ones dat cares are far frm u,
there is a time when your heartbroke and all u can do is cry alone till ur pillow gets wet and ur eyes swell but noone noticies,
there is a time when your heartbreaks and doz dat asks are oni pretendence,
there is a time when your heart heals and wif new realisation abt doz around u,
there is a time when u feel, all u ever really need is urself, but at da same time noes dat u're da kind dat needs frens to live,
there is a time when u feel dat u have to tell, but there's no ears around...

AN OPEN LETTER TO FRIENDS

OPEN LETTER TO friends

Dear friends,
Yes YOU! You know who you are!

Thank you for accepting me as your friend.

I thank you for putting up with me all these years...

through good times and bad.

Even if we don’t see each other as much as we want to,

I am sure that I can count on you when I need you.

You are one of God’s greatest gifts to me.

Always,

princess cathy...=)

Falling in Love!

Why do people fall in love even though they know that it hurts?
Some people think that love is just a game,
no play then no wins nor loose,
But is this really meant to be happening?
Or they just want it to be happening?
They think that they can play games through love,
Love is not a game, it is a part of life
that gives you strength to face some challenge.
People used to gamble love, honesty and trust,
But I don't think it will work that way,
yes you can give love and you can be honest to everyone
but I don't think you can give trust coz someone
told me that you can just earn it to the person you really love.
You have to treasure every person that was
being part of your life so that in return they will do the same to you,
I know it's hard to trust someone but
you need to teach yourself to be tough and be real.
Anyway for me people do fall in love even
though they know it hurts coz that's
what really love means to HURT and
at the same time you've LEARNED from it....

tOO much pAin

its been a long week for me,

and tomorrOw another week to start..

time runs so slow that i can't barely walk with it..

i've been having nightmares that wakes me

in the middle of the night with tears

runs out of my lonely eyes.. ders just too much

pain in me that i cant let it out.. i thought i'M that

strong enough to hold it inside but as days past, its a burden!!!

as if i am stab repeatedly at my back with a very sharp knife..

i just wish this would end so soon.. soon enough..=(