mEmOriEs i juZ can't Leave in the past!

SuNdAy,12 OcTober 2008

...sweet memoRies aRe what's bEEn Left in my mind but painfuL memoRies aRe hiDDen inside mah' heaRt that keeps me cRying aLL night..
...why do a pLaya' Like me expeRienced being inLove Like this, i don't even know if this is a gift oR such a cuRse given to me..
...but inspite of it , i wanna accept it as something that is uniqueLy designated foR peopLe who is seaRching foR what is ReaL & tRue..
...i wish foRgetting mah' feeLings for someone was as easy as digging a hoLe in the backyard, buRying it theRe, & Leaving a cRoss on top of it to Remind me of how beautifuL it once was..
...but it could neveR be Like that. the truth is, foRgetting these feeLings is much Like digging my veRy own gRave & buRying myseLf aLivE!!!
...it was RiLy impoRtant to RemembeR that i can neveR Regain something i Left in the past..
...change mah' focus to the pResent & deaL w/ the state of things as they aRe, instead of cLinging to some memory of what i once had...
...memoRies aRe nice, but that's aLL they aRe!!!...huhuhu...